Wednesday, August 08, 2007
cant sleep...bored...alot of tings crashing inside my head rite now....feels like its gona burst...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate dis man....lifes been great till you came alone...at first it was great...having sum1 to love n care for.........but wen it went on,it became worst....u became sum1 i didnt tink u wud bcome.....fuck lah!!!!!! lifes going haywire.....shit.....after the incident,we became frens again.....n it was olso the same...at first it was great....but now....haiz.....mixed feeling inside....dono wat to tink of rite now.....feel like clubbing...getting drunk and letting tings flow jus like dat....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the shit i have to go tru......i didnt noe dat u were a flower with poisonous thorns......y me???!!!!!y mus it happen to me???!!!!!!can ani1 plz tell me y???!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? regrets are all i have now....regreting about life,the way i live it...n love...how i choose it to be....unnessesary tings are jus made to be burnt......n i wish i cud do it...but i cant...it will all be kept inside me....n wen can i let it out???i oso dono....its all bubbling inside....anger,frustration,misery,heartbreaks,sadness,loneliness................its all in one....haiz....plz God....show me a wae to get out of all this....plz....i beg u....i don noe how much longer i can contain all this feelings inside......i need to let it out.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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