Friday, October 20, 2006
*Single Again*
I dont know what goes on in a gerls head...seriuzly...its like 1 minute dey are smsing dat dey love you n all dat,n the next,they sae dat we were nvr together in the first place...wat the fuck???mayb it was my fault,but she didnt have to react in dat wae wat...its like for the past daes,she was jus playing ard wit my feelings....was i rong to be wit her in the first place??was it a mistake??or m i jus being played ard wit...i dono lah....heres how the story goes...
yest she said dat after skol she will mit me at khatib bcos yest she cudnt make it...n i said ok...but jus now i msg her,she didnt reply..n i koled her like soooo many times man...n wen she finally ansed,she said her hp was spoilt n she cudnt here ppl calling...i it was my fault to raise my voice at her...but b logical lah...if it were u to call me sooo many times,u wud get irritated too....she was outside wit her frens n she blamed me for not calling her to mit at kahtib...i was like wahhhh.....steady siak dier bbl....cudnt she atleast make an effort to call me...i called her but she didnt ans...den wat was i suppose to do???fuck sial....after we put down the fone,i msg her saying,"happy njoying wit ur frens k..kite matae stakat bbl kat tepon ngan sms je..tanks eh nadia..i realy appreciate ur 'love'.."yes i admit i was wrong...but her reply realy shocked me...she replyed,"sejak biler kiter matae?"..i was like...wat the fuck...den i called her,i ask if wat she said was true...n to my dissapointment,it was...n i cudnt do aniting...jus yest she said she loved me like alot...if dat is true lah...den 2dae.its all over jus like dat...haiz...my love life sucks...she made her choice...i cant force her to be wit me..if dats wat she wants den i have to respect her decision...but nadia,if u feel dat u need sum1 to tok to..im always here...with arms wide open...
klah guys..till here...chalo mano...
over n out..
raimi..
P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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