THE HATRED
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Raimi
8Teen
ITE COLLEGE SIMEI
Single
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8Teen
ITE COLLEGE SIMEI
Single
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skol started at 11...but as usual i was late..but to be truthfull ah..i didnt go to morning class....haha..rabak per...perangai sak...haha...jumper suri kat tamp int...lepas tu jumper irsyad kat forum...lepas tu gi mkn..haha...nmpk mimie kat cafe ngan kwn2 dier....member ikat rambot mcm biase..aku rase dier da tk kuase nk ikat rambot ah..haha...leceh sgt..
but wen i saw her,the feeling of missing her is 1 ting..the other is to withdraw frm having ani feelings for her...i dono...its jus dat i tink she dosnt have the same feelings...n i dont wana seem desperate or aniting...n i tink its best if i step bck...n furthermore,she has lots of guys going after her n she tinks im jus another 1 of dos guys dats after her bcos of the same intention...i dont wan her to tink dat wae...so i tink its best if i jus step bck n let the feelings go...but mus admit dat im missing her...
i tried but she didnt respond...haha..crap...im trying to hard...im gona jus let it b...n i cant actually b wit her bcos my frens will tink differently...sedangkan stakat kwn ngan dier je kwn2 aku ader yg da ckp lain..mayb it was a joke to dem but i kinda tink dat its abit true ah..i dont wana lose my frenship over a gerl dat dosnt share wat i have for her...i dont wana b the talk of the class jus bcos of a gerl...i admit dat i put my frens infront of gerls..but wen i love dat sum1,its hard to divide between the two...
she has alot of frens whus better den me n older n more mature...im still living the life of 18....haha...she will tink dat im still young n im still playing ard in relationships...mayb its best dat wae...n nadia,mayb ur rite bout taking tings slow,but i tink im not at her level for her to b wit..aniwaes,tanks for the support sombong...haha...i tink im not in on dis relationships staff...like i said,matters of the heart,will nvr understand it n nvr been appreciated for it...if only i cud tell her..but i dont have the bloody courage to do so...im lost...confused....i seriuzly don noe wat to do...im backing off for the mean time..or mayb backing off frm all dis for my life...i jus wished she knew how i feel....but i guess she wont...to u,im missing u...
klah guys..till here...wana get som rest..mayb tomoros a new dae...jus mayb...chalo mano..
over n out..
raimi....
;11:15:00 PM
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