Everything Starts Here...
still havnt made my license yet bcos skg ngah pokai...haha...lepas buat lesen baru leh keje kat pizzahut ah...jadi rider...haha...lagi cockup siol...haha...rabak per..tai kalau ader duit pon tkle buat lesen...pasal mate da mcm gini nanti amek gmbr tk style siol...haha...
didnt go out the whole dae todae...takot nanti org pandang lain mcm siol...abe nanti lau jangket ngan kwn2 aku lagi susah....aku nk cepat baik..bukan utk pass penyakit aku kat org...haha....
but sitting at hm makes me tink of her...wat shes doing n staff...crap sia...y m i feeling dis way??i dedicated my life to being single jus a few weeks ago....n to not fall in love...but now its the opposite...fuck sia....wat the hell is wrong wit me?? i kept on wanting to call her but i refused...i forced myself to do sumting else to get her off my mind..i laid in bed i tot of wat to do..but in the end i feel asleep...haha...atleast sumting...dats nuting..wen i fell asleep,i dreamt about her...damn!! shes on my mind 24/7....n wen i woke up i was like, "wats the use of falling asleep wen i even dream of her??"..haha....im going crazy...seriuzly...crap man...
handphone da rosak...screen kene air..sial tol..skg screen da go haywire..da mcm hati aku da...haha...nk repai plak,ngah tkder duit...kalau ader duit pon aku pentingkan lesen aku dulu...baru leh repair hp...haha....
i cant stay at hm n do nuting ah...if i do dat,i will b tinking of her..n dats making me crazy....i wana shut the door bck n close it forever...opening it was sumting dat wasnt necessary....hell...im missing her man...i dont noe y....hais....if only she knew dat my feelings are true n im not playing ard...im sincere in having a heart 4 u...mayb im younger den her dats y ah...damn...the stupidity dat i have...haha...
klah guys..till here...its tearing me apart....chalo mano...
over n out..
raimi..
;10:22:00 PM