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*Fuck The Love That I Thought Was Real*HAHA!!
hey guys...i realised sumting 2dae....i tink u shud noe lah...its jus a waste of my fucking time waiting for sum1 dat dosnt share the same feelings...wakakakaka....wat the fuck...fuck lah...haha...
going bck to wat i was b4...hating love life...haha...i realised it was a waste to wait for her...im no1 to her...she dosnt care...den y shud i care??btol tk??haha...fuck lah...i tot the love dat i showed atleast meant sumting ah..but i c now dat it dosnt even mean i single ting...she jus brushed it away....wished i didnt open the door too soon...i shud have known i wud be hurt again...fuck...wats the point of falling in love wen all u get is hurt???can sum1 tell me y???i need ans dat can satisfy me...so far,the ans dat i get,isnt satisfying anuf...no..wrong..the ans i get is not logical...fuck lah all dis bullshit about love n all...happy endings my fucking foot....happy endings are only in fairytales....der is no happy endings in real life...its jus the endings..no happy.....
i was only wasting my effort in showing her how i feel n waiting for her kol every nite. n koling her everynite...biler kol je mesti ader je tau...haha..da bukan jodoh..leh buat aper kan...wakakaka...stakat buat kwn jelah..nuting more...but i will wait for her lah...but in the mean time..FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!wakakakaka.....ders no point in loving sum1 dat dosnt love u bck...fuck the lovy duvy feeling lah....go to hell wit dos feelings...can bury them to the center of the earth...haha...but still miss her lah....cant deny dat lah...haha....
klah guys..till here...wana get bck the feeling of hating love life...haha....chalo mano...miss her oso...
over n out..
raimi..
P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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