THE HATRED
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Raimi
8Teen
ITE COLLEGE SIMEI
Single
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8Teen
ITE COLLEGE SIMEI
Single
Everything Starts Here...
went to amk to interview at pizza hut as a rider...i tot i cud start werk tomoro..but i had to fill up an application form n dey will gv me a kol on mon or tues...lmbt siak...lau kat kovan bsok da leh start...merepek sak..abe biler ngah fill up form tu,imran lak dtg..ayie nyer adik...da kecoh tu pizza hut..rioh sekampong sak...da mcm tu tmpt bapak aku nyer tmpt siol..haha...lau aku tk dpt tu keje aku tau asal ah..pasal tu monyet2 nyer pasal...
lepas tu gi lepak kat amk..kat "open space" as we call it..lepak ngan waris skali..kekek siak lepak ngan dier...mulut dier tu tkle tutup ah..ader je karot nyer bende dier nk ckp..haha...ketawe nonstop sak tadi..miss dis daes man..lepak ramai2..buat lawak,kekek smpi pagi...hari2 mesti ader lawak tersendiri sak..haha...gerek ah zaman dulu...skg da tkle..budak2 da keje,ns..maner ader time nk lepak..orang mau carik duit dok..wakakaka....lepas tu alik den tgk citer prison break..gerek siak..mus watch man...haha...
being single is great..i cant deny dat..but sumtimes i jus feel lonely..hmm...i dono y...sumtimes the feeling of loneliness gets to me...the feeling dat i kept inside nvr to show ani1...no matter how hard i try to keep it inside,it sumhow gets lose n it gets me into dis weird situation which got me tinking...m i realy njoying the single life or m i hiding behind a mask so dat o1 can c wat im feeling??is dis the life dat i want to live in??im i really happy being alone?not having the love n care of another?sumtimes it got me tinking bout wat i did to my ex till she jus left me jus like dat...haiz...im feeling like dat now...i dono where to turn to or hu to tok to..my frens sae dat dey r der wen i need dem..but in reality,they wont b..bcos they r busy wit their life n their loved ones...sumtimes i feel lonely i i jus need sum1 to tok to...but i have no1...wen i tok to my frens its like im bothering their life n i noe how it feels wen ur njoying ur life wit ur loved 1 n sum1 comes along to tok to u bout their feelins..its irritating...i noe...mayb im not happy wit the single life..not happy bcos der is no1 to love n care for me...i love n care 4 1 person..but i dont tink she feels the same...haiz...i have no1 to hold my hand n guide me tru the hardships in life n no1 to njoy my happiness wit..if i have ani dat is..im lonely..n i cant turn to ani1...m jus keeping it to myself...god help me plz..i need guidence...hais...
missing her soo...
over n out...
raimi...
P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;11:25:00 PM
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