Saturday, September 08, 2007

hey guys...da lamer aku tk update eh...rindu tak???wakakakakakaka....

k first n foremost,dis will be one hell of a long entry...so bare wit me guys...wakakakakaka....last weekend n dis week was a fucking blast for me man....seriously...partied on sat,escort on sun,n partied again on thurs....how great can it get man???wakakakakaka.....

last sat went to M.O.S wit hady,zar n siti....first time gi club ngan diorg 3 je....kirekan it was a couples clubbing nite ah...tapi aku tau yg couple hady ngan zar je ah..aku ngan siti jus frens...wakakakakaka....but i had a blast...n i know the other 3 had a blast to....siti balik da senget..mmg sajak aku pangil dier senget siol...wakakakakaka...baru minum sikit da senget dok...mcm sial...si zar pulak tk mabok rabak mcm yg selalunyer...haha..da kene cntrl ngan hady...wakakakakaka....tapi seriously aku benci siol lau pmpn gi clubbing mabok....perangai sundal siak...merepek giler nyer..tapi atleast tu due pmpn tk mabok rabak ah...si siti maseh leh cntrl diri dier..tapi jln senget2...aku ashik kene remaind dier yg nanti dier balik naik motor...bukan naik cab...abe yg bwk tu aku..aku dat time da tipsy siol...seriously...rabak dok...maner tk...4 org share 2 jug...giler..yg minum bnyk aku ngan hady ah...haha..tapi gua maseh leh cntrl ok...wakakakakaka....gerek...didnt tot dat going clubing wit those guys wud b da fun....first2 mmg aku tknk pegi pun..pasal yg last aku gi ngan diorg,gua tiong giler babe..smpi aku balik siang...dat was the worst clubbing dae in my fucking life...haha...tk pernah gitu mcm nyer mendak...kanina btol...but wats past is past...now its the present...haha...abe biler kat smoking room,si siti plak ckp bende kat aku yg aku tk boleh blng lah..ni personal....aku tk tau die bbl mabok ker bbl tk sioman..but i jus take it as dat shes drunk dats all...aku tknk ingat aper2 ah....haha....but the main ponit is dat i was having fun n dats my motive for now...njoy life to the fullest....wakakakakakaka...

besok nyer ader escort...abg sedare fuad nikah...tu pun aku bangun lmbt siol...hangover rabak dok...kepale berat giler babi nyer...kiwak...nasib baik tk muntah2...wakakakaka...lagi bleh buat donut dok...tayar aku smpi haus dibuatnyer...waakakakkaka....aku ader video dier tapi aku tk tau mcm maner nk letak...wakakakak....sori guys...haha.....but it was fun....majority kat saner sumer pakai pipe bising...alermak...gerek keper....tu yg aku suker pasal escort...pipe bising kiri kanan depan blkng...wakakakakakaa.....gerek dok.....haha....tepekek tepekau kat tmpt pegantin pmpn...kecoh siol...gerek giler nyer...baik skali...wakakakakaka....tapi biler nk balik,sumer perjalanan sendiri...haha...

n on thurs went to DOUBLE O ngan fuad ngan members2 dier...tu pun gerek giler nyer....tapi saner matrep punyerlah ribot...tkle angkat aku....kiwak...tapi pmpn pun pekol dok..baik2 belaker....wakakakakka....njoing my life dok....haha...abe kat dlm terserempak ngan aqilah,izah ngan imah...tk sangker aku izah ngan aqilah gi club...padahal diorg budak baik siol...wakakakakaka.....aku ader luper2 sikit ah aper aku bbl ngan diorg....pasal aku da tipsy....3 jug siol...sebelom tu minum amsterdam...mcm sial ah....perangai dok....haha....members fuad pun kirekan geng keke jugak dok...happening giler siol diorg....ni dis sat nk gi MOS plak ngan diorg....cnfrm gerek giler nyer....haha....cant wait for the dae to come....

n lastly now im werking...at hougang green as pizza hut rider...ok jugak ah keje dier..tk rabak...pat rabak dier biler kene buat kitchen ah...tu rabak...wapi lau keje ngan piee ngan katak,all is a laffing matter......kekek ah tu due...bahan ketawe ah diorg...wakakakakaka....

klah guys,till here my entry...sundae nanti aku update pasal MOS ok....chalo mano...

over n out...
Raimi....

P.S. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything Starts Here...
;2:17:00 AM

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cant sleep...bored...alot of tings crashing inside my head rite now....feels like its gona burst...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate dis man....lifes been great till you came alone...at first it was great...having sum1 to love n care for.........but wen it went on,it became worst....u became sum1 i didnt tink u wud bcome.....fuck lah!!!!!! lifes going haywire.....shit.....after the incident,we became frens again.....n it was olso the same...at first it was great....but now....haiz.....mixed feeling inside....dono wat to tink of rite now.....feel like clubbing...getting drunk and letting tings flow jus like dat....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the shit i have to go tru......i didnt noe dat u were a flower with poisonous thorns......y me???!!!!!y mus it happen to me???!!!!!!can ani1 plz tell me y???!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? regrets are all i have now....regreting about life,the way i live it...n love...how i choose it to be....unnessesary tings are jus made to be burnt......n i wish i cud do it...but i cant...it will all be kept inside me....n wen can i let it out???i oso dono....its all bubbling inside....anger,frustration,misery,heartbreaks,sadness,loneliness................its all in one....haiz....plz God....show me a wae to get out of all this....plz....i beg u....i don noe how much longer i can contain all this feelings inside......i need to let it out.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything Starts Here...
;4:31:00 AM

cant sleep...bored...alot of tings crashing inside my head rite now....feels like its gona burst...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate dis man....lifes been great till you came alone...at first it was great...having sum1 to love n care for.........but wen it went on,it became worst....u became sum1 i didnt tink u wud bcome.....fuck lah!!!!!! lifes going haywire.....shit.....after the incident,we became frens again.....n it was olso the same...at first it was great....but now....haiz.....mixed feeling inside....dono wat to tink of rite now.....feel like clubbing...getting drunk and letting tings flow jus like dat....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the shit i have to go tru......i didnt noe dat u were a flower with poisonous thorns......y me???!!!!!y mus it happen to me???!!!!!!can ani1 plz tell me y???!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? regrets are all i have now....regreting about life,the way i live it...n love...how i choose it to be....unnessesary tings are jus made to be burnt......n i wish i cud do it...but i cant...it will all be kept inside me....n wen can i let it out???i oso dono....its all bubbling inside....anger,frustration,misery,heartbreaks,sadness,loneliness................its all in one....haiz....plz God....show me a wae to get out of all this....plz....i beg u....i don noe how much longer i can contain all this feelings inside......i need to let it out.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything Starts Here...
;4:31:00 AM

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heys guys...da lamer aku tk update...wakakakaka....

last tues went karaoke wit piee,gafu,hady n zarifah....kekek giler babi nyer...half the time we were like laffing our ass off...haha...maner dgn hady suare sendat ngan suare rock dier...da mcm amuk siol...giler babi...piee plak nyanyi nk kene cover mater kanan dier...aper style tah dier buat...tapi kekek giler babi nyer...aku ketawe smpi tkle nyanyi siol....mcm sial ah diorg...gafu plak step tk tau lagu...cukup time dier nyanyi jugak...biler part dier ckp dier tau tu lagu cukup time tk tau nyanyi...mcm sial..perangai sak....nk nyanyi pun tk tenteram siol...giler babi siol....sakit perot dok ketawe lamer2....sial ah....abe 1 part ni hady ngah nyanyi lagu kian...pie gi exagerate part kores dier...kiwak...haha...tangan kat kepale abe nyanyi mater tebliak....sial ah dier tu...aku da kekek smpi tkle tahan siol...pasal bende kecik pun bleh ketawe mcm org giler....sial ah diorg...but it was pure fun n madness....haha....biler mau pegi lagi eh???haha.....

wed went to MOS wit hady,zarifah,faridah,aishah n fuad....si fuad plak da lmbt nk mampoz...janji kol 1130...smpi kol 1245...sial...mcm nk tido siol tungu dier....nilah janji melayu....biler da masok dlm kirekan maseh ok ah...gerek jugak...tapi kat smooth pack giler babi nyer...mcm sial...rimas aku dibuatnyer....tapi lamer kelamaan makin mendak makin mendak....hady ngan zarifah je all the way..tapi tkle salahkan...couples rite....abe faridah ngan aishah...tu aku tk pasal ah...diorg pe slua dlm ah nk buat aper...abe cukup time fuad jumper member dier abe melekat ngan diorg...abe aku teperot sorang2....kiwak....da bagos aku byrkan dier stengah....kiwalat btol....aku da mcm budak bodoh diri 1 corner tgk org lalu lalang...sial ah...dari situ da start mendak giler babi nyer..dala tk high...kepale sakit...pukimak...dat will be the last man...seriouzly...mcm sial sak perangai....puas hati aku gi MOS sorang2 siol....masok minum lek cukup time balik...mcm pukimak....kirekan yest was a fucking waste of my time,money n mnyk....mcm sial....tk sangke aku clubbing bleh jadi gitu mcm nyer mendak giler babi....fuck man...waste of my fucking time...puas hati aku lepak kat amk siol...tk buang mnyk duit ngan mase...lepak ngan diorg bleh kekek....sial2...menyesal pegi....fuck man....abe biler nk balik plak ader road blk...sial ah..kene amek tu breath nyer bende..nasib baik aku lepas siol....puki tiang....da lepas tu sumer balik tros tido...tkde buang mase...

dat will be the last time man clubbing wit dem...gi karaoke bleh ah..tapi club,pk 9 10 kali ah....

klah guys...till here...update nex time...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

Everything Starts Here...
;7:12:00 PM

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hey guys...first of all....TRANSFORMERS(DIGITAL) was a freaking blast man....seriously...its a must see man....gerek giler nyer...baik dok....the effects,sounds n the fighting...gerek giler dok..tk bedek....kene tgk siol....tk tgk rugi babe....haha....

last sat went to c transformers digital wit waris...kiwak...gerek giler...kene tgk...hahaha....after dat went to shalet at costa sand resorts....at first it was really lame man...seriously...mcm nk balik je...tapi sabar je...ard 10 plus gi beli minum ngan ayie,yana,ayu,sakai ngan imran...beli 2 botol vodka...abe tkde air balas..kiwak...giler babi ah siol...lepas 2 cup neat,suruh imran beli coke..tkle angkat dok...org giler je minum neat all the wae...puik....tgh minum skali terserempak piee,irsyad,hady ngan zaf...diorg gi shalet member diorg..kirekan member aku jugak ah tu...haha...skali piee plak spot aku da high..kanina btol...haha...tapi tkper....satu2 mabok perangai siol....sakai da mabok mate steam sial...tapi ckp tk mabok...lagi ble ckp dier ngantok...babi nyer jantan...si yana plak da mabok mcm org bisu...diam je....abe biler ayie tkder mcm nk nagis....kiwak..perangai siol....abe ayu plak da mabok mulut bising siol...ki tiang....sumer tk mengaku mabok...babi....lepas tu patah alik shalet,mkn,kekek,rilek jap...ard 1 plus gitu gi beli minum lagi 2 botol...tu da rabak....tu kecyk minum 2 glass je,tros give up...aku ngan ayie 1 botol stengah...giveup dok..kalau tk tebalik siol aku...aku da rabak dok....abe sakai da mabok,muntah tgh2 jln lepas tu lepak kat tgh2 rd..kiwak...mcm sial ah...budak2 sumer da kekek...aku smpi sujud siol ketawe...kekek giler nyer....puki btol....lepas tu patah balik shalet si imran bukak lagu abe sakai joget...kiwak...da mabok joget sembarang siol...joget tutop mater...mane nk dpt...susah dtg siol...tapi imran tu kirekan giler babi ah...all the wae neat sial..braper glass je balas....kimak nyer buaye....bleh tahan plak tu...padahal umur baru 16 siol...aku yg 19 tahun ni tkle angkat...kiwak...heavy dok...haha...lepas tu kekek smpi pagi...haha...kirekan shalet tu tk happening ah...yg happening sumer budak2 amk...mcm sial ah....ingatkan balik aku ble ketawe sendiri siol...haha....

klah guys...till here...update nex time....chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything Starts Here...
;4:18:00 PM

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MY tuesday n wednesday was a blast man...seriuzly...if i cud re-live both of dos daes,i wud do it over n over again...wakakakakak....it was jus pure madness n stupid fun....haha..

On tuesday went to karaoke wit shafie n fuad....3 org gi karaoke pun bleh jadi giler dok...haha...starting je piee da pilih lagu pasti...pukiwak....giler babi ah dier tu...ashik nk nyanyi lagu yg tepekek tepekau..mcm sial...senang ckp the whole 3 hrs was full of madness n shouting like mad cow...bnyk lagu yg kiter pilih sumer lagu menyakitkan tekak nyer...to b specific lah..piee je yg pilih...dier tu ader otak tk btol sikit...kiwak...abe aku ngan fuad tepakse lynkan karena dier..tapi happening dok nyanyi lagu tepekek tepekau...gerek..stress sumer ilang...dgn suare2 aku skali siol....mcm sial ah...haha...ader lagu yg tak boleh bwk pun si piee mati2 nk bwk...da tkle tarik mati2 nk smpikan sial...kiwak...mcm maner tekak tk pecah...kanina btol...serius man...it was pure craziness wen wit dem...3 org da mcm 30...aper lagi kalau ader ramai lagi mcm diorg...cnfrm kecoh giler babinyer....tu baru pure funness n craziness n madness...haha.....last nyer lagu khayalan....happening dok....kalau boleh letak tu video aku letak dok...kekek habis nyer...mcm sial ah....fuad smpi da tkder suare siol utk nyanyi...atlast smlm dpt tau dier ader tonsil....haha...kiwak..giler babi per....biler nk gi karaoke lagi dok???tk sabar nk jadi tk sioman utk 1 hari ni...haha.....

the following dae went to M.O.S wit hady,zaf,fuad dgn amir....gerek dok...yg kekek aper tau...zaf baru minum 3 glass housepour kat clinic dgn 1 botol bacardi breezer,da mcm org tk btol sial...ketawe sendiri....kiwak...kesian aku tgk hady kene lynkan karena dier...kene aku da lamer pmpn tu kene sepak ngan aku...wakakakakakkaa....jln pun da tk btol...nk diri pun susah...sial ah tu zaf...da tau tkle minum bnyk lagi gi minum....kepale ader batu aku rase...haha....tapi lynkan dier mabok gerek dok...bbl merepek ngan dier abe lynkan merepek dier...haha...fuad pun bleh lynkan..sial ah tu jantan.....ard 12 gitu aru kiter masok...at dat time kirekan the crowd blm lagi pack ah...still ader tmpt utk joget shiok sendiri nyer...haha....kat dlm baru jumper farida ngan aishah....first rilek kat smooth...chill tgk org...kasi steam naik baru bleh joget.....kat situ plak terserempak ngan yana ngan ain....tekejot skejap yana nmpk aku...smpi tkle bbl...haha..stakat hie ngan bye je....hmm...tapi lepas tu kirekan da ok ah...joget ngan dier skejap but she had to go wit her frens.....den lepas tu njoy ngan fuad ngan amir...diorg pulak besar nyer dol....skejap diri,skejap joget...aku k paham..nk kater diorg mabok tk siol...hmm...lepas tu joget ngan farida jap...den after dat went to get some drinks....lepas tu lepak kat main arena....kat situ lagi giler babi...aku joget da mcm org giler siol...smpi berpeloh2...kiwalat...rabak dok...tapi it was realy fun....ane kat smooth ader gado...pecah dok glass...haha...gerek keper...nasib baik aku tkder...haha....but we went off early pasal da tkle angkat...penat siol...giler babi dok...joget smpi kaki au lenggoh siol....haha...kua dari M.O.S kol 330....lepak smpi kol 415 den we went pur separate waes....seriusly...ii i cud repeat dis 2 daes...i wud do it over n over again...penat tu letak tepi...haha....pure FUNNESS,CRAZINESS and LOUD MUSIC....hahahaha....gerek dok...

klah guys,till here den...update nex week...haha chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIVE LIFE AND NO REGRETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything Starts Here...
;1:21:00 PM

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Hey guys...amaciam??ader baik??haha...aku mcm biase je...njoying life as it is...haha...

yest was great but b4 the greatness came stupidness n nonsense from St James...haha...seriously...cock kali cup sial....patot ah kat carpark sunyi je smlm...selalunyer ramai org...ntah aper steam ntah,smlm yg boleh masok cumer invites n guestlist je....merepek siak....nk je aku tumbok bonzer tu...mcm sial ah...St James tknk buat bisnes per???da nk jatuh bankcrupt aku rase...wakakakakaka....tapi tkpelah...mayb its for awhile....ramai per org kene patah alik dari q...mcm sial ah....tk tau plak skg masok nk kene dijempot...wakakakaka....

da kene halau tu tk kesah lah eh....tros gi M.O.S plak.....smlm chickies punyerlah ribot...tapi dimane ader chikados,di situlah ader matrep....matrep kirekan ribot giler babi nyer...mcm sial ah...smpi kat liangcourt nyer carpark je,da ble nmpk matrep bertempiaran kat lua...alermak..aku pe mater punyerlah sakit.....lepas tu lepak kat lua 7 11 jap...chill amek angin...dlm stengah jam gitu baru masok....masok pun tkya check ic...kirekan aku smlm da mcm abg2 per eh...wakakakakakaka....mcm paham...masok house je da ribot siol org....maner maid lain,matsaleh lain...jepon lain...kiwalat...melayu sikit gilernyer....tapi lagu gerek2 ah....joget skejap kat saner den went to smooth....kat saner lagi...alermak...susah ckp ah....pack giler nyer...nk jln pun susah....da mcm bazaar geylang siol...lagi rabak aku rase...haha...but it all went great....dpt main2 mater ngan mcm2 org...yg kurus lain,yg pendek lain...yg gantong baik lain...perangai sial sak....tapi ader 1 budak ni,india tk salah aku...dala mabok,buat hal sendiri ah...ni joget tk tentu arah...tangan melayang saner sini siol....ashik langar aku je...darah pe up...mcm nk pump siol muker dier....kanina btol...tapi bonzer kat sebelah aku...nk pump aper...terpakse joget n try to elakkan tgn dier ah...haha....konek siak...babi...tapi it was all great....njoy mau lebeh eh...haha...

got to noe dat my bestfrens ex passed away yest due to an accident involving his companys bike n a lorry....he suffered 3rd degree burns on 70% of his body from head to toe...dats like a slim chance to live...but atleast he fought for his life for 2 daes...Allah lebeh sygkan dier...so nadia,dont be down...its life...we have made a promise to Allah dat we will return to him on a specific date....don be sad kaes...

klah guys...up till here...peaz out...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi....

Everything Starts Here...
;12:13:00 AM

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elo guys...apa maciam???ada baik???wakakaka....im fine as always....haha....

lifes been going great for me....njoying every moment of it...haha...speaking of enjoyment,yest went to st james wit fuad...dua org je wakakakaka....n on tues went to karaoke wit piee,fuad,hady n zaf....haha....gerek per....both daes were like happening man...seriously...haha....

The karaoke outing was like a blast man....went at 6 n we ended at 11...haha...5 hours of screaming n laffing.....kecohrable....met fuad n piee at tamp nyer caltex....piee kater nk cuci motor...cukup time tk jadi pasal bnyk kerete nk cuci....kanina btol..cuci sendirik tkle ker???dari situ gerak gi ming arcade...reached ard 6+...first few songs kirekan utk panaskan tekak ah...nk kene warm up utk lagu2 yg kene tarik giler babi nyer...wakakakaka....mcm btol je raimi....ard 630 gitu hady ngan zaf pun sampi...dari situ baru start kecoh...haha..nyanyi lagu sumer sembarang nyer...tkle tarik pun mati2 nk tarik...giler babi ah diorg...nk pecahkan tekak...ard 9 gitu went to pick mimie up frm werk...first dier msg ckp dier mungkin lmbt pasal boss dier nk blanje mkn..den i was like ok lah..kalau pmpn mkn mesti lmbt nyer...by the time diorg dabis,aku pun dabis karaoke...sekali cukup time kol 9 genap dier msg tanyer aku kat ner...dpt tau boss die paitou...kalang kabot skejap aku...haha...amek dier lepas tu ajak dier gi karaoke skali....hari tu kirekan sumer org yg ader kat situ nyanyi ah....baru gerek...lagi2 zaf..tk sangker suare dier sedap...kalau pasal mimie kan,suare dier kan...................................................................sedap jugak ah...haha..pasal aku tk pernah dgr mimie nyanyi..tu first time....haha.....da puas tepekek tepekau,kiter pack lah...n everyone went separate ways...haha...

and yest went to St James....wakakakakaka.....gerek giler babi nyer...tak sangker gi 2 org pun boleh hapening giler babi....haha...joget smpi kaki penat siol....pegi 2 org ngan fuad je...pmpn dtg kat kiter...bukan kiter gi kat pmpn...haha....gerek per....mcm biase biler masok jer,amek air lepas tu pusing 1 round tmpt tu...carik org yg kenal...kalau tkder den kiter gi 1 corner minum dulu...kasi high....biler da high baru bleh joget...haha...biler lagu da gerek baru start active...haha...ngah joget syiok2 skali nmpk kwn aku nyer kwn...da pecah lobang aku tk gi clubbing...wakakaka...but wat the hey...aku nk njoy per....pmpn tu dtg ngan kwn dier...aper lagi...selet2 ah...haha....abe 1 part ni ngah joget ngan fuad,2 pmpn da start main2 mater...fuad tu pun naik setan ah...aku stakat ikot2kan je...haha....(mcm btol je raimi ikot2kan...)abe tgh joget skali 2 pmpn ptg jln ah....tros masok tgh...1 joget ngan fuad lagi 1 joget ngan aku....aper bleh buat...joget jelah kan...njoy per....wakakakaka....tapi smlm habis lmbt siol..nk masok kol 5...pasal bola nyer pasal....PUKIWAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIVERPOOL KALAH LAH SIOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BINGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tapi tkper....its all jus a game to me....haha...

kua dari st james,dpt tau aru habis hujan..selamt...tkya mandi hujan...haha....frm der kiter gerak masok town tembos bandemeer...frm der went separate ways....smpi umah je tkde hege siol...mandi,tukar baju tros landing atas katil....tk smpi 3 minit aku da gone...haha...

klah guys..till here den...update nes time...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything Starts Here...
;6:31:00 PM

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Didnt go to St james last sat...but we replaced it by going to karaoke...da lamer tk tepekek tepekau mcm dulu...wakakakaka....skali skale ok ah...tapi kalau selalu rabak siol....boleh ilang suare siol....wakakakakaka....padahal sebelom tu da smgt siol beli kasot ngan slua..atlast malas...mcm sial...tapi tkper..nex week ader per...btol tk...

b4 going karaoke went to vivo with piee...kiter jln2 da mcm org tk pernah jln vivo siol...pusing pe pusing pe pusing...carik chikados....haha....ok per....pmpn receptionist dier kirekan bleh tahan ah...buah dade segenap ah...hahahaha.....jln pe jln pe jln sambil tungu hady...carik kasot mcm aper siak...haha...lepas hady ngan zah smpi,kiter gi mkn kat kedai kopi...dkt situ ah kiter plan nk gi karaoke...tros St James tkder dlm mindaku....haha...

gerek per eh karaoke...tepekek tepekau...haha..syg tk amek gmbr...tau amek bnyk2 siol...mesti kekek nyer kalau korang tgk...pie nyanyi lagu ella..sembarang siol...haha..kekek...aku hady pun nyanyi lagu sembarang jugak...mcm sial ah..piee nyanyi lagu tepekek tepekau abe lepas tu penat sendiri...biol..hady plak ble ikotkan si piee...abe suare serak tkle nyanyi btol2...haha...kirekan aku paling maintain ah..tapi tekak sakit siol...layankan piee ngan hady nyer kecoh..aku skali jadi giler...haha...tapi part tekejot aper tau...si zaf tu kan...biler dier nyanyi kan....kiwak....................................sedap jugak suare dier..tapi sayangnyer,dier nyanyi pelan nk mampoz...kurang jelas ah kirekan....zaf kalau kau bace ni blog,jgn marah eh...nanti cepat tue...wakakakakaka....the point is...we all had fun rite....haha....

klah guys..till here...update nex time...chalo mano...

Over n Out...
Raimi......

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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amcm????ader baik???haha...did nuting todae...yest arrived hm at ard 5 plus am...haha...lmbt siol....lepak kat amk smpi pagi...sebelom tu gi east coast...sebelom tu plak gi vivo...haha..kirekan the whole dae i was out lah....frm 1pm to 5 am....wakakakakakaka....ok per....

met ayie,yana,kecik,didi n pmpn dier kat vivo...diorg smpi kol 2 lebeh..aku ngan mok smpi kol 3 gitu...haha..pasal aku siap hege2....wakakakakakaka.....jumper diorg tros gi mkn kat banquet kat saner...kiwak....kiter uat tu banquet mcm bapak kiter nyer tmpt..tepekek tepekau mcm anak terbiar...ketawe terbahak2 mcm no body busines....wakakakaka...gerek ah kua ngan diorg....kecohrebel.....abe lepas mkn gi main pool....kat saner pun kecoh giler nyer...bola tk masok pocket,kiter kekek....mcm sial ah...buat silap je kene kekek.....tk btol ah....wakakakakaka....

after dat went to east coast to mit the others down der...ader picnic kat saner...smpi saner,1 org je ader...lmbt siol yg lain smpi...abe lepak kat water breaker...amek angin..tenangkan fkran kat saner jap....skejap je...lepas tu on lagu abe tepekek tepekau...wakakakaka......mcm sial....org sumer tgk.....cukup time yg lain sumer da smpi aru kiter start.......smpi kol 11....balik dari situ lepak kat amk smpilah kol5 pagi....haha...oklah....haha....

read someones blog jus now...im sori if i had hurt u in aniwaes last time...im sori...to me my frens are there throu my ups n downs.....i didnt mean to put u aside...its jus dat its difficult to tell u certain matters about my life....mmg bestfrens share problems wit each other,but sum problems are not meant to be shared amng gerls....i noe u tink dat im putting u aside,but its not like dat....u dont understand my life....im not the raimi u noe last time....im different....ive changed....in everyway....pls understand....i tried to kol n msg u....but u didnt pick up my kol n didnt reply my msges..i even msn u,but u didnt bother to reply....i even left a msg saying,"if u still treat me as ur fren,give me a kol..."...but u didnt...haiz....look at urself wen u wana condem sumone else....im sori once again my once dear bestie....

klah guys..till here...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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St James was a FUCKING BLAST MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha......gerek giler babi...n the people der were like fucking happening man....haha...joget sampi nk mampoz....giler babi..atau babi gilerkan diorg???hmm.....hahaha.....but the fact is dat IT WAS DAM HAPPENING MAN...............wakakakakaka.......aku ngan fuad da kirekan org giler ah...joget tk tentu arah....haha...kadang2 dier joget sendiri..kadang2 aku joget sendiri...haha...abe jln2 gi carik partner utk joget...haha...boring siol joget 1 tmpt je....haha...joget ngan hady nyer kwn nyer kwn yg namenye farida...pmpn tu da mabok abe joget pun sembarang jugak...haha..tapi it was ok...abe lepas tu joget ngan mirah..kirekan kwn aku jugak lah....member takot pasal ader masaleh joget kat blakang dier...abe takot kene rogol...wakakakakaka....bodoh...banggang...haha....

abe si hady nyer kwn namernyer zarifah suruh aku jage kwn dier....abe kalau kwn dier nk joget ngan aku tkper...haha..abe dier ckp ngan fuad aku yg ilang2.....mcm maner aku tk ilang2 siol...boring dok...si hady joget ngan zarifah abe fuad joget ngan aishah...abe aku joget sorang...jln2 ah...abe si farida tu joget buat hal sendiri tkkn aku nk gi ganggu kan....aku ilang2 ah...haha...abe biler ader laki ni joget ngan farida si zarifah suruh aku jage....tk kuase aku...puas hati aku joget sendirian..lagi gerek...wakakakakaka...nex week pagi lagi...haha..njoy habis siol aku...giler babi....haha...

klah till here ajelah....update nex week...chalo mano...

over n out...
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Somthings in life will nvr change....like a habit of doing things dat makes ppl mad or jus hate u...haha...i shud noe...i have dat habit of making ppl get mad at me and hating me,especially gerls....its jus a habit dat i got frm 2 yrs ago...haha...wen they first know me,its like im the decent type...but wen they get to noe me better,they jus like feel dat im jus a waste of their time..well mayb their rite...i m a waste of peoples time...dats y i dont wana tink much about ppls feeling...i jus wana live my life the way i want it...even if it means lonliness for life...

some ppl tend to judge me jus by my looks...some judge me wen they dont even noe the truth about me,my life,my probs,my sadness,my happiness...the people dat i can realy depend on is my buddies at amk...they are the only ones dat can truly understand me....no other person can possibly understand me...not even my bestie...im in my own world n shes in hers...read her blog jus now n somehow wat she wrote in her blog,refers to me...i dont noe y...but i feel it somehow...hmm...watever lah...if people tink dat im the type hu dont learn my lesson n dont appriciate the chances dat they gave towards me,den let it be...dat only shows dat dey dont even noe the slightest ting about me...they havnt even scratch the surface of my outlook...n yet they tink dey noe it all...watever lah....

klah guys..update the nex time..wana go n bath n go out...haha..chalo...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Had an accident few days back...haha...accident corner lagi....tulah raimi,giler corner lagi kan...amek kau obat....haha....but im ok...stakat luker saner sini je...haha....aku risau pasal waris je...dier tompang aku siol....dier nyer luker kat kaki jer tapi dlm siol....geli dok tgk...tapi ni sumer adat naik motor...nak blaja corner mesti jatuh nyer....haha...motor aku sebelah kiri scrap lagi siol...baru pk nk beli ferring baru....haiz...leceh ah....kanina btol...haha....

enuf about dat....yest was the dae dat i went out wit nadia...but wen the time came,kol punyer kol punyer kol punyer kol,tak angkat2...aku kene buay dok....ashik aku jer kene bubble...mcm sial kan...haiz...lepas tu lepak kat amk ngan budak2 aku...kekek sial lepak ngan diorg...luper skejap probs aku...tu pasal aku suker lepak ngan diorg...ader prob ker tkder,tetap ketawe terbahak2....haha....dats y i say i'd rather spend my time wit my frens n bike rather den waste my time wit gerls...leceh ah....abe aku kol si nadia ard 9 gitu...dier angkat...abe aku tanyer ah aper jadi tadi...dier ckp dier tido...wow....nice man...tido smpi kol 8 lebeh...da bangun bukan nyer nk kol tau...atleast da bangun tu kol ah ckp sori er tadi tido ker...atleast ok siol...ni aku yg kene kol dier...kiwak...ni kau kater bestfren???aku nyer salah kau spot...diri sendiri nyer salah tknk tgk....haiz..nilah manusia...hari sebelom nyer btol nyer btol,,"u bsok jadi eh...u bsok jadi eh.."cukup time...jadi habis...cam sial...perangai ah...tapi bnyk besabar lah raimi...ni sumer dugaan...like u said nadia,wat goes around,comes around....nanti trime lah balasan nyer...mayb not by me but by another person...haiz...sakit hati ah kalau continue pasal ni story...better end it now ah...

klah guys...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. FUCKS LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Okae...Last wed was a blast man....haha....gerek dok...tapi biler part nk bailk tu tk gerek ah...haha....

heres how the story goes....at first didnt want to go cos i wasnt in the mood....but at last pegi jugak...nasib baik aku pegi..kalau tk miss out on all the fun man...haha...at first tot of going MOS...tapi atlast gi St James...haha...Jumper fuad nyer kwn,amir,kat saner....abe dier plak ader janji pmpn kat St James...ok jugak ah tu...first tungu pmp tu kat luar St James...abe lamer sgtkiter masok dulu ah...lepas kiter masok,dlm 15 min pmpn tu msg ckp dier da tgh q...tu tk pasal..kiwak,kiter tungu nk masok stengah jam ah siol...tu pmpn tk masok...abe si fuad ckp kua ah tgk kalau diorg btol ngah q ker tk...biler kua St James je,nmpk 1 pmpn ni jln nk gi q...abe si amir plak ckp tu pmpn yg dier nk jumper...aku tgk btol2,skali tu pmpn ekin...mcm sial...aku tanyer amir ah tu pmpn tingal aner sumer,abe biler aku ckp balik,dier ckp btol...kiwak...mcm sial ah...abe myra pun ader...tu pmpn kirekan aku pernah kua ngan diorg skali je gi riding ngan members aku...tk tepk plak si amir tu leh jumper tu pmpn kat St James...mcm sial...abe biler da masok,si amir plak malu2 nk gi kat ekin...abe aku gi ah...dari situ baru diorg bbl....hah...tapi ok ah..kirekan we had fun...joget mcm tk pernah joget...haha..skali biler da nk habis,si myra ckp ngan aku kalau aku leh anta dier balik...aku ckp aku tkder helmet...first nk pinjam fuad helmet..abe muker dier da berubah...ntahlah dier tu..abe cukup time gi kebas helmet org lain...tu tk kesah...si myra tu dala senget pasal terlalu bnyk minum,naik motor aku pun tk btol...abe sandar kat aku nk tido...aku nyer sort...haha...da gitu tkper,stengah jln hujan lebat...alermak..da basah kuyop...first kiter stop kat busstop kasi hujan rede...da rede sikit,kiter continue...skali biler nk smpi jurong hujan lebat giler babinyer...baju,slua ngan sluar dlm aku basar siol...kiwak btol...da gitu smpi bwh blk dier,dier ajak naik umah dier pasal umah dier tkder org...naik ah rumah dier...pk kiter nk tido smpi kol 9 abe gerak dari situ ah..skali telajak smpi kol 12 siol...mcm sial..atlast tk gi skolah...mcm sial...haha...nex week tgk ah pegi lagi ker tk...wakakakaka....tapi gerek ah club...luper siak masalah sumer....

abe tadi gi skolah ader math leson..liwak...aku da luper siol sumer maths2 nyer bende...mcm sial..nk kene ingat balik..stress siak otak...tapi ok ah..atleast leh tangkap sikit2...pelan2 kayoh yer raimi...haha...

klah..guess till here...nanti aku update lagi yer...haha...

over n out..
raimi...

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hey guys....how u doing??? raimi's bck by popular demand...wakakakaka.....jus joking...haha...

Im blogging again bcos im bored...haha...n im realising dat im changing into another person...its not outside...its inside of me..i dono lah...wakakakakaka....

Didnt blog for a very very very long time seh...haha...alot has been happening in my life...changes around me...my frens changing for the worst...sum for the better...for the better 1 is good lah...but for the wrst is like....i dono wat to say....but wat the hey...if dey dont gv a fuck about me,den y shud i rite...hahaha.....but sumtimes it feels wrong to jus let them become worst...i tried to change dem but it was hopeless....den i cant do aniting...

well dats another topic....haha....my life now....hmmm....currently starting go go club again...St James dok...gerek giler babi nyer...wakakakakaka....last wed went der,n it was like......FUUUUUYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ramai siol org...giler babi...smpi joget langar2 org.....yg mabok lain,yg sebok lain...hahah....but it was happening man...seriously...u guys shud go man.....haha...nex wed going again...haha...harap2 waitress tu keje ah nex wed....haha...kiwak nyer waitress...tgh keje pon leh mabok ker...cm sial ah....haha...tapi waitress tu nyer gantong kirekan segenap ah...baik dok...hahaha....

enuf abotu dat...nex wed nanti aku update lagi...haha....read sumones blog a few daes ago....n it was seriouly touching...but i cant reply to wat she wrote in her blog...bcos for me now,there is no feeling of love towards anione animore...for me its not the time yet....n i dont want history to repeat itself....ive been hurt to many time...for now i jus wana njoy...haha....n another blog oso wrote about teh same ting..abut me opening my heart bck n start to love again....same goes to her...i cant do it...both of u hurt me alot...n i cant possibly forget wat u guys did...i can forgv,but i will nvr forget....1 ckp syg aku,tapi dlm diam dade matae....tk ke mcm sial...lagi 1 plak,biler aku da bagos2 syg dier,dier kater "since wen were we attch?"...WOW....haha...hurting words man...seriously...i hurts till deep down...but wat to do...its life rite....haha....but now,im trying to njoy life n forget about love...bcos it SUCKS!!!!!!!!big time.....haha...

but recently im feeling like down man...i oso dono y....tapi tk down giler babi ah siol...tu da kirekan emo giler babi nyer...wakakakaka.....im jus trying to find out wat is bothering me n making me down...der is jus 2 reasons....1.i dont have sume1 to love n share my probs wit bcos i myself have a lot of probles kept inside...hahaha....n 2.der is no1 hu cud possible love me for hu i m n im kinda missing love oso...hmmm.....but i'll figure it out...wakakakakaka.....

klah till here guys...si mentel ni sebok ah..org da ckp ngah update blog lagi nk msn org...hahaha...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi....

P.S. FUCK LOVE LIFE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hey guys...wats up??aniting new in life??

well,this entry will be my last...because its jus a waste of time for me to have a blog n not blog about aniting in my life animore...jus like some1 told me jus now...there is no point in calling urself a bestfren wen u were nvr ard wen i nid u....its the same as me writing in this blog..i have a blog but i dont update it...

shit happens...yes...but sum shits cant be cleaned away jus like dat..some even cant be cleaned...

the call i gave u was to tell u dat i miss u..u said u were in aust,so if i koled ur hp,i wouldnt get ani ans...so i didnt call...yes i admit i wasnt der for u...i was bz wit my own life..."we are not even best frens"...those werds i will nvr forget for the rest of my life...

im sori if i wasnt der for u at all...sori if my presence was a waste of time..sori if my promises were jus werds from the mouth...sori for everyting...forgive me if u can...but if u cant,den i cant force u...the last i will hear of ur voice was at ard 3 am...gona miss ya..even if u dont miss me...

so many tings kept inside dat was yet to be told...but unfortunately,it will nvr be unfold...though u might tink dat ive chaged for the worst,but ive nvr forgotten u,how could u sae ive become worst??

klah guys...dis is my final entry...to those whu reads my blog,tanks...appriciate it...n to that gerl,im sori once more...

over n out...
raimi...

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heloooo ppl .. lea here againn 2 update fer d boi hus either too lazy, bz(highly doubt so. heh) or probably suffering frm a short term memory syndrome that he cant rmbr anytyng interesting that happened in sch or wen he's chilling in d kangkong wif his kampong frens at amk. ehehehe. kidding darling.


okayy. i wana straighten a few tyngs here regarding my last entry cos it seems that it has caused some misunderstandings wif his frens. im not sorie fer wad i wrote and if it has too much of 'byke facts' but hear me out ferst. dat entry wud have been wad he wud hav posted except d part about me cos isnt byke related topics been his topic of d dae wenever he blogs? im juz following his routine cos it is afterall his blog aniwae. i mean no doubt i wud lovee 2 have a boifey hu has his own transportation, hu wudnt ryte? he could fetch me frm aniwhere or send me hm regardless if there still is or not any available public transport at nyte. this wud certainly cut down on my transport expenses. but wudnt i b cheating andd depriving myself of my true feelings towards him? y shud i or in fact anyone b wif sum1 hu we dun reali have feelings fer andd hafta face d expectation of loving him in d near future juz bcos he or she has his or her own transport? it wud hurt d person terribly andd can we live wif d fact that we've hurt sum1 fer our own advantages? as humans, we have both a heart andd a brain 2 feel andd tynk b4 doing sumtyng. thus if we use these 2 evaluate andd ans d qns, wudnt it b juz inhumane 2 b doing such tyngs? furthermore, there's sucha a tyng called 'karma' which was created by Him to warn those hu hav done anytyng wrong towards anyone in their lyfe. andd i certainly have done far too numerous sins 2 b adding this 2 d long list. i share a great interest of bykes wif him andd his frens. i've been ryding my daddy's byke since i was a kid andd this started my lovee fer bykes. soo, dun get me wrong. okayy, that's all about d previous entry.


aniwae, no more serious stuff. it gets boring after awhile. ryte? ehehe. well, sch's out fer me but not fer him. d poor boi has a paper layta andd i tynk he shud still b mugging fer it. at least, that's wad he told me he wud b doing wen he gets hm frm d usual chilling in d kangkong sessions at amk. had a little talk about his future during dat few mins over d fone wif him last nyte. he mentioned about continuing 2 higher nitec after he graduates andd than head to poly. insya-Allah darling. yess, shit do happen but if u try 2 avoid it andd werk towards wad u wan reali hard, He'll consperm help u out. hehehe. ooouh ooouh. he'll b heading 2 sentosa after d paper. gawdess! it's been lyke monkey yrs since i last went dere which was wif my werkfrens. urghhh. i won't deny dat im a jealous gurl ryte noww. may he get sunburn frm being under d sun fer too long. gagagaga. kayy2. i take that bac. im not soo evil okayy but im reali bad at tyme management so i duno wen i'll b able 2 go there againn tho its my hols now till april. but werk's been sucha bytch. hrmph. shall not elaborate much about it.


soo, d boi have finali turned nineteeen! hapi burfdae 2 u, hapi burfdae 2 u, hapi nineteenth burfdae 2 d baceyyn boi, hapi burfdae 2 u! yeyyy. ahahaha. kayy. i noe it's abit late but heyy, this is his blog. so i wana update as much as wad have been going on in his lyfe since d last entry. well, his frens woke him up in d middle of d nyte andd ajak-ed him out fer a ryding session. wad a way 2 start a burfdae. den he went 2 sch, andd as i guessed, he was at amk in d evening. andd me wanting 2 b d last 2 give him a burfdae wish on dat dae had 2 drag him bac 2 his void deck at 11.50pm-ish. showed him his surprise gift in my lappie which i've compiled during d 3yrs dat i've known him andd headed bac 2 my cuzzin's place since its near 2 his place. his bestie hu recently migrated 2 australia came bac 2 celebrate his burfdae d following dae. d lucky boi. dey went bugis andd hung out. i hope he had a great burfdae andd may all his wishes cum true. insya-Allah. wheeee. ehehe.


andd, a picture of him in specs as promised. cute andd intellectual, yess? hehehehe.

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helooooo dearest faithful avid readers of this blog. ehehehe. as u guys might have guessed, this is not raimi updating. jeng jeng jeng. ahahaha. aniwae, i'm Lea, a fren of his who has been struck by boredom at 0300hrs thus writting a post fer him noww. soo, get ready fer a super long entry by urs truly. ehehehe.

since this is his blog, i shall try hard not 2 do any self promoting of myself or give out too much information on wad ppl call as 'his jiwang syde on lovee' cos im sure he'll update on that wenever he wans to. but honestli, if i were to ever start my own blog, i wouldn't even noe wad to wryte. it'd probably be lyke this. do not laff okayy. ahahaha.

"heloo darlings. 2dae i woke up at 0900hrs and as usual, i woke up late and cabbed to school. came hm in between the ultra long break and ended up slacking at hm too much dat i just had to skip the afternoon and evening lectures at d dearest IT faculty of Temasekku Poritekunikku(dats Temasek Polytechnic in Japanese. no kidding. heh). felt hungry n cooked maggie. slacked further n hogged on d fone and lappie b4 having sum shut eye. gd nyte dear lovees."

and dats how all my entries are gona be. gawdess. i swear those hus gona read my blog can juz die of boredom juz by reading my entries. dats probably y i'd rather update fer the boi herre rather than hav my own blog. nyet nyet. but he doesn't mind soo might as well make full use of it and mayb, juz mayb change his layout as well. ahahaha. oooops ! i tynk i'm updating too much about myself. okayy okayy. bac 2 his lyfe.

well, as all of u noe, he's been ryding his beloved wifey aka KR fer about 2 mths oredi and it already have scratches. gawdess. tu laa. maner tak calar wen he finds corner-ing an adrenaline thrill. pantat laa. pardon me fer d crude werd or if i sound naggy but he can freaking spoil d byke. puas hati u let me have d byke noww so dat i can use it wen i pass my licence in mths 2 cum. mcm paham jer sayer. lesen basikal belum ader da nak dream about having a byke licence. but a gurl can dream can't dey?

so he basically spent d dae by teman-ing his fren. not sure of d details but d fren's daddy's byke met wif a hillarious accident. i cant sae how but d tayar pancet and the boi had d honours of pushing the byke 2 d nearest motor shop. wads worse is dat this fren of his don't even have a byke licence and he's oredi ryding his daddy's byke. luckily both him n d byke is okayy, except fer d tyres laa. kecoh seh. hehehe. ooouh ooouh and if possible, i'll try 2 upload a picture of the boi himself looking lyke sum smart mamat while he was trying 2 look intellectual. yeyness. ehehehe!

and as fer those who also do ryde bykes, have u guys ever be shown d magic finger by another ryder while on d road? such cowardice act from dem and it usuali happens wen dere is a female at d bac seat. so d veri takder cara. pantat sehh. consperm sengaje carik pasal. i've been hearing too much of such stuffx frm the boi himself n his frens as well. dey wud give chase to that person giving their hot tempered-ness if ever given d chance. tak syg nyawe eyyh krg. mcm2 laa bdk2 zaman skarang. ahahaha.

its reali scary if u have frens who have bykes and u noe dat dey're d sort who "pantang nampak straight or corner roads". not being naggy laa but dey can juz lose their lyfes by juz making minor mistakes. im sure u guys have lost at least sum1 close 2 u cos of byke accidents. i noe i hav. he was sum1 reali special 2 me 4 yrs bac n he lost his lyfe while on d rd on his way 2 surprise me on my burfdae. and i onli got 2 noe of his passing on 2mths layta cos i lost my hp at dat point of tyme. super shocked and sadd i was but i had 2 move on. aramak ! i'm bac 2 talking about me.

i tynk this entry is by far d longest and i don't wana make it even more lengthy. takot layta the boi complain lakz. heh. soo hav a great dae ahead and take care dearest lovees. and ooouh yeaa, ryde safely. okayy gooo! =)

*ps. 2 the boi's bestie who just left fer Australia, take reali gd care of yourself and always noe dat you'll be greatly missed by the frens you have bac herre in Singapore. take care darling tho i don't tynk you noe me. ehehehe.

*it's in changes that we can really find determination.

Lea out! :))

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Eh guys...amcm???ada baik tk??da lamer aku tk tulis ni blog...mcm naik mlz gitu...maklomlah dade motor kan..abg sentiase busy....hahaha....

well....during the long break,alot of tings happened...i don wana elaborate animor...it sucks n som of it realy hurts...

from the last i updated,i had 2 accients in total...haha...both accident happened during cornering...haha...tapi mkn aku jatuh,makin degil aku corner..tapi tk sedegil maner ah...haha...stakat leh corner je...kirekan da oklah...haha..skg motor aku da tk lawa...sebelah kiri da btol nyer hancur...da tk lawa seh..irritating..bnyk barang seh kene tukar...lepas the first accident,bnyk barang aku buat...kilatkan rim lah,tukar footrest lah,tukar tayar lah,tukar taillight...dan ader lagi lah...haha...

semenjak ader motor ni,ashik merayap je...balik lmbt lagi...makin rabak per eh...hmmm....tapi gerek...finally dpt kua skolah ramai2 ngan klasmate aku...haha...tercapai jugak impian aku...haha...tingal nk kasi motor lawa jelah...hahaha....lepas tu daleh rilek...chil...haha...

alot of tings happened to me...heartbreak,hurt n confusion...haiz....trying to put dat all aside n move on wit my life..but i cant forget bout somting...seriusly...haiz...if u noe,den u noe...i dont wana blog or tok bout it...jus gona let it be...

klah guys..till here...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

Everything Starts Here...
;9:24:00 PM

Eh guys...amcm???ada baik tk??da lamer aku tk tulis ni blog...mcm naik mlz gitu...maklomlah dade motor kan..abg sentiase busy....hahaha....

well....during the long break,alot of tings happened...i don wana elaborate animor...it sucks n som of it realy hurts...

from the last i updated,i had 2 accients in total...haha...both accident happened during cornering...haha...tapi mkn aku jatuh,makin degil aku corner..tapi tk sedegil maner ah...haha...stakat leh corner je...kirekan da oklah...haha..skg motor aku da tk lawa...sebelah kiri da btol nyer hancur...da tk lawa seh..irritating..bnyk barang seh kene tukar...lepas the first accident,bnyk barang aku buat...kilatkan rim lah,tukar footrest lah,tukar tayar lah,tukar taillight...dan ader lagi lah...haha...

semenjak ader motor ni,ashik merayap je...balik lmbt lagi...makin rabak per eh...hmmm....tapi gerek...finally dpt kua skolah ramai2 ngan klasmate aku...haha...tercapai jugak impian aku...haha...tingal nk kasi motor lawa jelah...hahaha....lepas tu daleh rilek...chil...haha...

alot of tings happened to me...heartbreak,hurt n confusion...haiz....trying to put dat all aside n move on wit my life..but i cant forget bout somting...seriusly...haiz...if u noe,den u noe...i dont wana blog or tok bout it...jus gona let it be...

klah guys..till here...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

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;9:24:00 PM

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ola guys...sori for the long long long break...haha...been bz wit my life n my new bike...haha...speaking of which,baru nk masok 3 minggu kuakan motor,da accident...tgh corner plak tu...scrap footrest lepas tu motor give way siol...da terpakse kene buang motor..nasib baik ayie dekat blkng..kalau tk,kaki aku da patah siol..dierlah yg selamatkan aku dari kaki aku patah...kalau aku tompang org lain aku rase kaki aku da patah siol...rabak per....tapi yg pelik,tgh jatuh tu,wat went on in my mind was,"eh siallah...aku jatuh eh..btol ker nie??" dat was wat went tru my head..i cant believe dat i fell man..seriusly...haha..but ni sume adat...naik motor mesti ader accident...ni kali pertame...siap ah..kaki aku da baik nanti lagi degil ah aku bwk motor...wakakakakaka....

b4 the day of the accident..went out wit nad on 5 jan which was her b'dae...member btol nyer takot siak nk naik motor..haha...rabak per...went to plaza singapura to watch School Of Scoundrels...i tink dats how its spelled..haha..after dat sent her home...aku dalah tk kenal town area sgt...nk carik exit expressway dalah mcm sial...cukup time nmpk exit cte/sle,masok jelah..kiwak..jln punyerlah jauh...1 jam baru smpi jurong siol..abe biler da smpi jurong,nad punyer kasi direction pon baik..bukan nk tunjuk aku maner nk jln,dier gi ckp maner nk jln...aku da pakai helmet,da tk dgr sgt..abe rd tu dalah bising ngan kenderaan yg lain..abe biler da lepas tmpt yg sepatotnyer masok,baru dier ckp...alermak..aku pe binget...lepaskan kat rd jugak ah...tepekek skejap siol die...haha...but it was fun scaring sum1 like her...haha...i had a great time nad..hope u did too...haha...

after my accident,my frens got to noe about it,n dey were like babbling non stop man...aku taulah korang syg kat aku,tapi jgn lah mcm gini...wakakakakaka...lagi2 biler bg man dpt tau...aku kene maki bodoh ni...tapi tkperlah..learn from my mistakes..lain kali corner 7 tkmo turun habis...hahahahaha...so far,org yg pillion aku sumer ckp aku bwk giler2..siolah ah...diorg blm pillion members2 aku yg lagi giler babi dari aku siol..baru diorg tau giler tu aper dan giler babi tu aper...hahaha...sial ah...nk kene blaja corner lagi ah...wakakakaka...

klah guys..till her...kol 7 nanti nk kene bangun gi skola...skol reopens man...haha...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....aku da dpt aper yg aku nk...a new motorcycle....haha...tgk jelah gmbr tu..lawakan motor aku...haha..tgklah saper yg pilih...hahahaha...eh Nad,nilah motor yg akan u naik kaes...so jgnlah takot2..i safety rider..i guranti it...haha...n to siti senget,bila mau enrole babe??gua dade motor lah...dat time kau kacau aku kan...ader lesen tapi tkde motor kan..ah skg aper kau nk kacau lagi??aku dade lesen da dade MOTOR....kau tu..bila mau enrole babe...hahaha...Abang Raimi da bwk motor lah...haha...

the bike is only 4 daes old...haha..maseh muder lagi...maseh ngah nk kenal road lagi..lagi 2 minggu da leh start rounding 1 singapore ngan members babe...hahaha...Nadia...oh Nadia...jgn takot kaes...5th Jan i bwk pelan kaes...haha...chill ah deng...hahaha....

klah guys,till here..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. Even Though I Have A Bike, I Will Always Remain The Same...The Same Old Crazy Raimi That You Guys Know...So To Thoes It May Concern, I Will Not Change Just Because I Got A Bike...Peace...

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LOVE...Its sumting dats complicated n can nvr be understood...seriuzly..till now,i cant understand the meaning of it..is it to give all dat u have for dat sum1??or issit to sacrifice everiting dat u have jus to be wit dat sum1??i dont tink both is rite..but sum ppl i noe act like dey already noe the meaning of LOVE...dey brag about their love life n all..but it got me tinking,is LOVE abot u bragging bout how ur LOVE life is doing n how fantastic it is??nah dat cudnt be it..but wen i see couples pass by me,its like they are so happy together,like ders nuting in dis world dat can stop them...i mus admit dat is kinda nice to have sum1 to b der wen u nid them n to share ur pain n lafter..n i mus admit dat i miss having sum1 hu cud really b der wen i nid them...or is LOVE about being der fer dat sum1 wen dey nid u??hmm...
the questions still lingers in my mind...

let me tell u wat got me wanting to blog about all dos crap above...

i dono y,but suddenly i feel like im missing sumting in my life..sumting dat i cudnt explain..n dat got me tinkin bout my love life last time...yes..im missing it...haiz...the feeling of sum1 hu loves u n care for u..the feeling of sum1 hu is der wen u need dem the most...the feeling of waking up each dae jus to c dat special sum1...haiz...but wen i tink it bck,all dos tings brought misery to my life..brought saddness to my life..n shattered a whole heart into a million pieces..n dats were i realise dat LOVE is sumting very complicating...it can bring joy n happines into ur life but at the same time bring hurt...i had a few relationships which i cherish alot...1 was 1 yr n 3 mnths...she left me bcos i didnt gv her enuf attention n her abg angkat which is now her guy,gave her the attention dat she needed...dat was like 1 yr plus of being together going dwn the drain..n it still hurts..till now...another 1 is only about 1 mnth..she was my best fren..we were really close n eventually we became a couple..but,she still had a heart for her ex n she left me hanging jus like dat...but now shes still my bestfren lah..haha..but seriuzly..it hurts...alot...n another 1 was a gerl frm my skol...yes i admit i admire her n like her in a certain wae,but tings didnt turn out the wae i wanted it too...all dos pain...if only i cud trow away all the sadness in my life,my life wud be a better 1..

i use to be a guy hu gives n takes n forgive n forget..but now im not able to do dat..ppl have been taking me for granted n im not goin bck to wat i was b4...it hurts to be taken for granted..its like ur jus sum1 hu can be thrown away wen dey r done wit u...n i was feeling dat wae wen my ex did dat to me..wen they found sum1 new,dey throw me aside..n wen they get hurt by the one dat they love,they come bck to me...aku ni aper??kekasih part time per??it hurts..it hurts alot..n i cant get dat sadnes out..i smile,laf,crack jokes n make ppl laf..but do dey noe the sadnes dats inside me?the sadnes dats been kept inside for yrs..the loneliness i feel in life..they dont..n id rather they dont noe..its better..haiz...

its better to keep my mouth shut n my heart closed...

till here guys..

chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

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;10:52:00 PM

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ola guys...apa maciam??ada baik??haha..da lamer eh aku tk blog..smpi ader org tu tego aku...smpi dier ckp dier tknk update hari2 pasal aku tk update...alermak..emosi btol ah diek tu...haha...u shud noe hu u r...haha...

wel so far my life has been going great..no worries,no gerl probs,no cock kali cup in my life...its all going smooth...but not dat smooth lah..haha..still got ups n downs...but abg raimi managed to settle tings lah..alermak..mcm lu org tk kenal plak raimi eh...haha..jus reached hm frm soccer at amk...biasa lah..probation dabis babe..mesti mau njoy kan...tol tk tol...haha...biler tgh probation,aku gi clubbing..biler dabis probation tk gi clubbing..mcm sial kan perangai...tkper2...end of the yr mesti njoy giler babi nyer smpi tkle angkat smpi kene seret nyer siol..main giler dok..wakakakakaka....

aniwaes,went to amk to play soccer jus now...alermak...kekek nk mampoz lah siol..main bola bleh buat lawak bodoh..tersunko lah,tetendang tiang lah,tendang angin lah,salah tendang lah..merepek repek saik budak2 kampong lamer aku..mcm sial ah..teringat siol maseh tingal saner..ton ngan dorang,main alipom smpi pagi,tekekek2 mcm tu tmpt bapak kiter nyer tmpt...haha...rindu banget si...haha..but for the mean time tkle ton dok..ader dorang nk balik kol 34 pagi saper nk gi lyn siol..nak naik bus aper..haha...kene tungu ader motor baru leh alik lmbt giler babi nyer...wakakakaka...ngah tungu ni hari yg akan dtg..tkle sabar ni...haha..hmm...skg otak aku da blank..haha..

klah till here guys..chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST...LIVE WITH NO REGRETS...

Everything Starts Here...
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Went to Sentosa for family day yesterday n went to Under Water World...The pics will tell all ah...tapi yg 1 gmbr tu aku amek ngan ikan tu..kiwak..besar nk mampoz lah siol...lagi besar dari aku sak...giler babi dok...haha..yg ketam besar tu btol2 nyer besar...mampoz tknk...mcm maner nk mkn siol...haha...yang binatang pelik tu di pangil omynite tk salah..prehistoric nyer binatang...da lamer dier hidup...haha..well dats all for now lah...chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

P.S.Live Life To The Fullest..Live With No Regrets...Peace...

Everything Starts Here...
;6:48:00 PM

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Dont Love When It Can't Be Given..Don't Make Promises When You Can't Fulfill Them..Don't Say You Love When You Don't Really Mean It..Thats what i learned in life..To love is something that is difficult..But when you have fallen in love or you've loved someone,the word impossible is out of your dictionary..You can do aniting for your loved ones..I know..I've been through it..But it hurts when u love that someone so much and you can do anything for that special someone,but in the end,you got to know that ur efforts were useless..And all you did was proving something that wasn't there..It really hurts..If you people have not been through it,i suggest that you dont go through those times..The wounds that you get frm that hurt will stay till the day you die..

Im sick and tired of people making promises but in the end they cant fulfil their promises..It sucks..And seriously,I HATE IT!!! If you know that you can't make it due to some reasons,you could atleast call the person and tell them that you can't make it and you will try to make it up..Atleast that person would understand..Well,i guess some people don't even bother to take the initiative to do that..For some of you who's reading this,you may have a different thinking..but put aside ur thingking and think the way i do..Try you people being in my shoes..Would you people like it?Jus stop and think for a moment..

That's why now i'm shutting down for the mean time..closing the door to everything that i thought was real,i thought was special and closing the door to loving someone..Why am i doing this..Its simple..I've been to kind to people and people have been taking it for granted..I've showed them love but they did not give me aniting in return..Infact,they returned my love by hurting me..haha..Its funny..Seriously,i don't get it at all..When they have already hurt your feelings,they come back to you saying that they love you..And you believe them..But they do the same thing they did to you in the first place..They make a promise,but they didn't fulfil it..Crap sia..Its all crap..A bunch of BULLSHIT..For now LOVE to me is BULLSHIT..Forget this thing called love lah..Nothing good ever comes out of it.. Sometimes it does lah..Haiz..Life is full of mystery..Maybe its Better off i kept my mouth shut and heart closed..haiz..

klah till here guys..chalo mano..

over n out..
raimi..

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;1:18:00 AM

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elo guys...amcm??ada baik??haha...didnt update dis blog for quite sumtime...haha...been taking vacations frm blogging too often..haha...nk kene blog balik...haha...

first n for most..my life is going great...skols fun,families great,frens nvr been better...tapi ader yg mcm sial jugak lah...haha...no gerls to cntrl me n no gerls to care about...my frens of course i have to care for them lah...lau aku tk care,saper lagi kan...haha...

been keeping in cntct wit mentel lately...shes having probs wit her ex...haha..tulah..aper yg aku ckp dulu kau tknk dgrkan...skg tgk aper da jadi...haha...apa punya olang...shes like soo fed-up wit her ex bcause her ex to her to leave him alone n she did lah..but he kept bugging her every now n den...ashik kol je..kater suruh leave him alone,cukup time dier yg carik mentel...apa dah...abe si mentel kua ngan saper sumer dier nk tau...musibot..kene aku pon aku binget siol..kepale otak sort siol gitu mcm...haha...n shes like trying to avoid him...n she finally told him dat she dosnt want aniting to do wit him animore n she dosnt wana cntct him animore...she told me dat lah...biler dier ckp mcm tu,laki tu plak mcm teragak2 nk bbl..merepek sak..da rindu tu ckp jelah rindu..nk ego2 buat aper sak?? aper kau dpt?? dpt duit ker??hmmm...tapi tkle salahkan laki tu jugak lah..pasal si mentel ni pon ego dier same2 besar ngan tu laki...biase lah kan...biler ego da besar,maner nk mengaku kalah nyer..aper dier buat sumer btol..mcm dier tu tau je sumer yg terjadi kat dunie ni...nanti lame kelamaan pasal ego sendiri,nanti dier menyesal..tkder guner kan...btol tk geng??haha...merepek sak budak2 zaman skg..umur je nk masok 20,tapi perangai mcm budak2...haiyo...hidun pon susah,mati pon susah ler...haha...tapi mentel,jus remember wat i said lah..put aside ur ego n face the fact...eventually his ego will lessen..trust me...haha..

part skolah plak ader lagi 1 hal..klasmate aku bleh gado nie pasal bende merepek..alermak..padahal due2 da besar siol..da bwk motor pon..tapi maseh mcm budak2..alermak...cerite dier panjang..tapi aku cube pendekkan sikit eh..sikit je tk bnyk...haha...sumer start kat klas project ah...group aku ngah discuss pasal project aper nk bikin pasal date due da lepas n we still havnt started yet...haha..gerek per..biler tgh discuss plak,kwn aku ni masok campo...dier gi tego group kiter...kwn aku palk tego balik..stakat gurau2 jelah..abe yg lagi 1 tu tkle angkat joke..dier gi amek hati..alermak..mcm budak2 kan..padahal gurau seh..kwn aku tu lagi leh ketawe..abe yg lagi 1 tu gi amek hati...da amek hati tk pasal...dier gi blng kwn aku ni punyer kwn pasal hal tu...da jadi 1 issue...yg kwn aku punyer kwn plak tkle tutup dier punyer mulut abe gi blng kwn aku...da sumer yg budak tu ckp kat pmpn tu,sumer pmpn tu blng kwn aku..alermak...leceh babe...laki tu blng ngan kwn aku nyer kwn yg dier nk gi bikin motor dier lah,ni lah,tu lah..abe ungkit kisah lamer...deng btol...perangai mcm budak2 siol...da diorg tadi kat klas tk bbl...senyap je diorg..yg kwn aku plak gi bahase2kan kwn aku yg blng pmpn tu...haiz...pasal ni bende nanti leh jadi gadoh besar siol...alermak..da klasmate same klasmate gado..leceh kan..kan kan kan..haiz...suker hati diorng lah nk settle mcm maner..hal diorg..bukan hal aku..tapi kalau diorg gado dpn aku mestilah aku tahan..tkkn nk gi tgk kwn ngan kwn gado...tk manis siol dipandang org...tapi for now i will let it b...haha...

lagi 2 minggu nk exam siol...practikal exam plak tu..n i havnt even perfected my practikal...nk kene bertungkus-lumus seh buat practikal...nk pass siol..jgn fail..nanti tkle naik poly babe...da lagi 1 hal...haha..got to buck up on my attendance n all...smlm baru ken tego ngan cikgu...tapi btol ah..makin lamer aku makin slak..mentang2 probation dabis...haha...tkper...der is still time to buck up...haha...

da 2 bulan lebeh aku pegang lesen aku...tapi motor lm dpt2...haha..bnyk bersabar lah mi...ni sumer kene bnyk bersabar...haha...insyallah kalau tkde halangan by nex mnth motor da kua...haha...mcm sial ah...haha...but for now my lifes going the wae i wanted it to...living life to the fullest man...haha...gelak ketawe mau lebeh...haha...

nari si mentel tu gi blogger outing kat east coast...mesti ngah memekak ah diorg ni...haha..biase lah...kalau kaum2 pmpn da bertemu,mulut diorg...alermak..tkle angkat...mesti ader je diorg nk comment...haha...tkpelah..let her njoy..shes been tinking bout tings too much..chill kaes gerl...remember,im always here for ya...haha...

n to dos which it might concenr,im not a heartless person hu dosnt forgive sum1..u made a mistake n uve paid for it..i dont hold any grudges against u...if u tink were still frens like last time,den dats good..but if u tink i still hate u,den i cant force u..kaes..but remember,im here wenever u nid me...

nk katerkan aku ni kwn sejati eh...haha..oklah dats enuf blogging for todae b4 i write more crap in dis blog...haha..chalo mano...

over n out..

raimi...

P.S. Live Life To The Fullest...Live With No Regrets....

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;8:59:00 PM

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hey guys...amcm??ada baik??da lamer aku tk blog eh..rindu plak...haha...

so much have been happening for the past few daes...getting to noe more ppl...n im getting to noe dat sum older gerls don care bout age...to them age is jus a number...nice...great to noe dat theres still ppl like dat...zaman skg kalau pmpn tu dpt tau laki lagi mude je,troz reject...haha...rabak per...but im lucky lah to get to noe gerls whus not dat demanding...the oldest i got to noe is like 28 yrs old...haha...10 yrs older den me man...wtf!!!!!haha...but shes a nice lady lah...matured type...haha...n there r 3 more gerls i got to noe hus older den me...2 of them 21..the other is 22...haha...even they themself said i look their age...alamak...otak aku peh sort....muker aku ni tue sgt ker??haha...diorg ckp muker aku matured...biase lah..kater raimi mah...haha....

enuf bout dat...im still confused wit my exs...i dono wats wrong wit them lah..but i cant sae aniting lah...its their life...its like wen they were wit me,i gave them the love i cud n i told them about tings dat shud not b done n dat they shud think more futher n think more matured...but they did not listen..n after leaving me n going wit sum1 else n den getting bck wat they gave me,den dey realised dat wat i said was true...i may b young but dat dos not mean dat i tink like a kid...i have my own tinking n its not a kids thinking...

its like wen the have sum1 else wit them,they dont seem to tink bout the tings dat uve done for them n they forget dat even though dey hurt u in so many waes,u still have the patience to tolerate wit their behavior....but after being hurt by the person dat they went to,den they will realise their mistake n at dat same time they will realise wat we did for dem and wat we said to them were true...haha...aku pelik ah...haha...tapi tkpelah..yg sudah tu sudah...haha...

skg aku tau aku nk njoy life..haha..tkmo pk2 pasal bende2 ni sumer...melecehkan hidup je...haha...oklah...smpi sini jelah geng...haha..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

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;11:33:00 AM

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elo guys...amcm??ade baik??

took along break again...haha...the last post u can forget about it lah...pasal dat post was posted by my ex...shes no longer my gerl...haha...now im single...leh kenal2 ngan pmpn lain..bleh mengatal...haha...but will miss her lah..cant deny dat...haha..she was my best fren..the bestest i cud have...but she still loves her ex n i cant do aniting...haha...aperlah nasib aku...malang habis...biler dade pmpn yg aku syg,dier maseh syg ex dier lah,syg abg angkat dier lah.blm lagi nk ader matae lah...aperlah nasib ku...haha...blm ader jodoh...lagipon gua maseh muder babe...ngah tunggu motor je nie...haha...but gona miss her lah...peace..

ok enuf about dat...now ive finished my probation..haha..actually da lamer lah..cumer luper nk update je...haha..been coming home late n going jb...haha..da lamer tk balik lmbt2...da 6 tahun siol aku tk masok johor...lamer per..gerek...da boleh ton,pancing mlm...haha...aku suker skali...haha...ngah tunggu motor ni...lepas tu mau gi riding mlm ngan memberz gue...haha..tkle sabar nie...haha...but kene sabar jugak lah kan...haha..jus came hm jus now frm amk...lepak ngan ayie..sebelom tu gi johor ngan kwn2 aku...lepak kat kedai panjang berejam siol..smpi tetido2..haha..den lepas tu alik...haha..

smpi sini jelah..kinda not in the mood ah..its the feeling dat u have wen u lost sum1 u love...n its not the first time...haiz...it hurts alot..but i have to bare wit it lah...love cant b forced wat..n there are plenty of other gerls out der...haha..maner tau dpt lagi baik ker..lagi jambu ker...haha..k aku da start merepek...smpi sini jelah...

chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

P.S FUCK LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hey guys...sori for the long vacation..haha..bz ah semanjak hari raye ni kan...lagipon probation dabis...haha...gerek...da bleh balik mlm...haha...tapi collection tk bnyk ah...motor pon lm lagi leh dpt...haha...

but the past few daes mcm lain gitu...mentel mcm da indah tk indah ngan aku...mcm perhubungan kiter ni da tkde bende lagi...aku heran ah...semanjak aku dabis probation,dier mcm da lain gitu...mcm da tk kesah pasal aku...haiz...aku taulah aku suker balik mlm,tapi aku tetap kol dier per...aku tetap syg dier...haiz...smlm aku kol dier tk angkat...cukup time dier off hp..abe dari tadi pagi aku kol dier,dier tk angkat..agaknyer dier bz lah tu...haiz...aku rindu dier lah...dear,plz call me bck..im missing u soo...love you lots dear..

klah smpi sini jelah...miss my dear soo...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

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Werds are only werds...nuting more den dat...werds dat come out frm a gerls mouth,shud nvr be trusted or be kept as their promise to u..its all bullshit....wakakakakaka....u sae u miss me,but u dont even show the slightest sign...n u sae u wan me to forget u...crap siak...tink for urself ah...if u realy miss dat sum1 n wat u told dat person was true,u cud have called or sms..instead of waiting for me...bullshit ah...n wen i sae tings,u sae im following my own ego..oklah..fine..my ego is as big as dis universe...wat the fuck..i dont care wat ppl tinks bout my ego...look at urself b4 u sae sumting about sum1...haha..suker hati u lah..i tknk ckp aper2...nanti org tu ckp aper..kiter tk pernah matae per..i dont have the power to cntrl..i nvr did...wateverlah...play wit feelings,n u will get it in return...jus wait n c...

well i wont dat ting spoil my mood for raye...haha..lagi 1 hari je...cepat seh...yeah yeah!!!!da nk raye...haha....the dae wen every1 of my families come together n gossip n joke,n catch up on old times...haha...its gona b a fun dae..but the most fun part is getting the green packet...haha..tapi aku da 18 ni..ntah ble jejak 100 tk duit raye ku....haha...tkpelah..as long as the whole family is happy n in a raye mood,im happy....haha...

hari raye nk dkt n dat means probation aku pon da nk habis...YAAAAAAHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! probation da nk habis dok..lagi 2 hari je...alermak.....gua tkle sabar babe...mau njoy life to the fullest...nuting will get in my wae...clubbing her i come...wakakakakakaka......giler babi ah...happy giler nyer aku...hahaha....bsok nk kene kemas 1 rumah plak....haha...den by nightfalls,the house will b clean n neat...haha...

till here den...To all the readers out der...tanks for reading my blog...nk ucapkan selamat hari raye maaf zahir batin ye...kalau aku tulis kat blog ni ader maki ker atau ader terkenemengene ngan korang yg bace ke,aku minta maaf lah kaes....haha...harap dimaafkan kesalahan kus...haha...

chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hey guys...amaciam???ada baik??haha...

skol has already started...n i mus sae dat im happy to go to skol...haha...dulu time sec sch nk gi skola punyerlah peret...skg aku lagi suker siak gi skolah...haha....first dae of skol was like ok2 lah...of course lah first dae der is nuting much to do...haha....so throughout the dae my klass was like chatting all dae long...haha...aku pk diorg puase....cukup time ramai seh tk puase...rabak per....haha...the following daes were about the same...haha...got to test2 motor members...alermak...lepas gian skejap je siak...biler aku nk down motor???hmm....

todae class was supose to end at 6..but mr wong let us off early bcos of us maly boys hu are fasting...well only some lah...haha....left skol at about 5....den reached hm at about 7 like dat....haha...n btw..kwn2 aku nyer motor sumer da lawa siol...aku je blm ader motor...alermak...leceh ah....haha...reached hm changed,eat den went to amk to lepak wit my amk frens...den went hm at 930....

n about mentel....im the first guy to ever make her take bck her werds.....haha....however big ur ego is,when u noe dat ur in the wrong,ur ego will lessen by itself...i had to learn dat the hard wae...n now im teaching it to mentel to not be so egoistic...haha...but wat bothers me is dat in the 2 weeks dat we were together,there are dis 2 tings dat makes me tink bck...1 is dat in 2 yrs time,her family will be migrating to australia..n dat made me tink...den if shes migrating to australia,our relationship will only go dwn the drain....haiz....th 2nd ting is dat,her ex mom told her dat her ex's family wants to masok meminang wen dey come to her hse...i was like wat the fuck....ya she did turn it dwn...but its like jus within 2 weeks,there are 2 problems dats becoming a barrier between us...haiz...yes i do love her alot alot...but,wen it comes to dos 2 tings,i have no power to make a decision for her..its her choice n her families choice....haiz...im in no position to argue....n dat made my mood go way low....haiz....i dont have aniting to tok about...

till her den..chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

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Aku binget lah sial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sort sak otak....

1st of all...aku tk dpt down motor pasal bapak aku kater tk cukup duit...alermak...tapi lepas bbl ngan dier aku da paham dier nyer situation...n i have to b patient...even my dad told me to sabar....da kene sabar lagi...tkpelah...tk bwk motor utk dis yr raye pon tk mati ah...tapi kalau boleh nk aderkan motor ah...haha...the second ting i will tell u later on....

went to amk jus now to lepak wit ayie...member stress pasal ex dier nyer mak buat report pasal ayie tumbok muker ex dier punyer mak...pukimak...sikit hari kater hal settle lepas ayie bayar duit hospital...kaninabuchibye btol....dala gemok mcm babi,muker retak seribu...ader hati nk kasi org duduk prison...ni kalau ayie duduk lagi,rumah dier mesti aku kasi pecah nyer...pukimak btol....babi....perangai binatang siak.....1 keluarge main gangster,cukup time main police...nabeychibye btol...kater gangster..klua ah sial...1 to 1....babi pe anak....pukimak dier btol....mcm nk bakar siak umah dier...babi....gua sort babe...tapi aper leh buat...nilah lumrah hidup...hmmm....dier stress pasal nk naik court,aku stress pasal mcm maner nk dptkan $500 utk dwn motor...alermak...leceh ah....

yg lagi 1 aku sort kan...pasal si nadia plak...aku ader pk dier klua ngan kwn pmpn dier..cukup time dpt tau dier kua ngan kwn2 laki dier...alermak...tadi aku bace blog dier,mate gua panas babe...sial...kalau 1 hari tkper...ni aku bace 2 hari dier buker ngan kwn2 laki dier...fuuuyoooo....steady babe....alermak....dier buke lua ngan kwn dier amir sumer...dat time btol nyer marah ngan dier...skg btol nyer rapat...smpi klua buke samer2,bergurau sende same2....woish...jumper aku kat khatib tkle....trn geylang ngan kwn2 laki dier bleh...alermak...gua sort babe....gua sort....aku ader tadi pk,kenaper dier bleh trn geylang ngan kwn2 laki dier tapi tkle trn khatib utk jumper matae dier...aku heran...aku ni aper sak??patong per????nadia i noe u will be reading dis,u put urself in my shoes....lau i klua ngan kwn2 pmpn i,tk ke u pk lain????2 hari berturut2 plak tu....alermak....panas ah bdn aku....aku rase smpi sini jelah...chow,chow,chow chi bye....

Enjoy To Your Hearts Content..Im Not Here To Cage You From Your Freedom...Peace!!!!!

over n out..
raimi..

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hey guys...how was ur dae?? i hope its better den mine...bcos mine was like super boring man...haha...did nuting much todae...jus sat at home doing nuting...hafiz came over to dwnld lagu raye lepas tu burn kat cd den transfer to his hp...haha...da semangat hari raya dok...lagi 9 hari je...haha...cepat seh...mcm baru smlm je start puase...haha....

after dat went to amk to buke at his hse...den after dat went to amk central to ask bout my hp...nk repair lampu hp je 38 ketol...alermak...otak gua boleh pecah babe...hahah...asak my da jus now bout getting a bike, n he was like bluek....haiz...i dono lah...maybe i wont be getting a bike...jus having the license to ride a bike...wel...da nasib...boleh buat aper kan...tapi i will try again lah 2moro...where my mom n dad will be at home...hmm...

had a quarrel wit Nadia yest nite...den she said she wanted to slip,n i let her lah...but till todae no msgs,or calls..none...wat the hae...perangai pmpn sumer samer...aku tkkn paham...haiz....if im in the wrong den im sory lah...i cant do aniting else...but jus now at msn,her personal msg was "i can still njoy witout you"..i tink dat means dat she is stil njoying witout me lah...den i cant force her loh...i also had dat feeling b4..i cant blame her...haiz...everytings going heywire...shit happens...

till here guys...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi..

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hey guys....todaes entry is gona ba a short 1....

went to amk to release sum stress frm home..haiz...after dat went hm tu buke den went to amk again..duk umah rimas ah...lagi2 ngan makcik aku sumer dtg umah utk buat kuih...alermak...pagi2 bute da ketok umah org...kacau org tido je...

lepak kat amk smpi kol 930 den went hm...smpi umah main game bola ngan adik sedare aku lepas tu main game need for speed...so my dae was basically a boring dae ah....den koled mentel...koled her atleast 5 times ah..but she didnt ans...den she logged in to msn...i msn her oso she nvr reply...aku rase dier marah ah kat aku...dari tadi ptg...haiz...dear if i made a mistake,den im sorry...

Somethings Are Better Left Unsaid....Peace....

over n out..
raimi..

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ola guys....apa mcm?ada baik??haha...

went to survey sum bikes at ubi jus now...n there were only 2 kr left n i was like damn...biler kwn aku survey,kr belambak siol..biler aku survey...haram jadah siak...mcm sial kan...after dat met ayie at cdc...dari jauh da bleh spot dier...dier nyer jln yg mcm gangster tu dgn dier nyer tangan swing mcm nk carik pasal...haha...member jln mcm tu tmpt dier punyer...biaselah...onve a gangster,always a gangster...haha...

lepas tu gi buker kat rumah dier...nuting much ah...mkn sikit2 je...tapi lepas tu gi kedai kopi mkn nasi ayam...fuuuuyooooo....power dok....kenyang siol....perot smpi kembong...haha...lepas tu gi "open space" tungu budak2 trn...diorg janji smpi kol 745...atlast lmbt siol...azri smpi kol 810 gitu....abg yg lagi 1 tu smpi punyer lah lmbab...kol 915 baru dier smpi...alermak...star karak habis....wakakakakaka.....smbil tungu yg 1 tu dtg,perangai bodah budak2 amk teserlah siol...buat lawak merepek..kekek smpi sakit perot....haha...merepek sak....

den received a kol frm my mentel...suare sedih seh...da gitu tkper...biler aku tanyer kenaper,dier lagi bleh ckp tkder paper...alermak...nk tipu ngan aku plak tu...haha....atlast selepas lamer memujuk,dier blg jugak...alermak...abg raimi saiko troz dier blg babe...haha...dpt tau dier sort ngan ex dier pasal ex dier ego...abe ckp dier pmpn sundal...alermak...telinge aku panas siol dgr mcm tu...free2 per ckp pmpn aku sundal...dier blm kene tendang biler ngah bwk motor ah...sial tol...suker2 per....tk syg mulut ah tu budak....nk ckp dier yp,dier umur da 23..tapi perangai mcm budak2...sial ah...mcm nk kene sidekick gitu...hahaha....chill dok...abg raimi skg da relek...da bukan gangster...kene sabar....kiwak..sabar kepale bapak dier....cube aku maki mak dier pmpn sundal...tgk dier trime tk...babi tol...musibot....tapi aku ckp ngan Nad utk bersabar lah...dier brani kat sms je...cube dpn2...haha....ntah lah...lain org lain perangai....

after putting dwn the fone wit her,abg man pon smpi...alermak...lmbt giler nyer...stakat bbl sikit2 je...lepas tu aku da kene jln...pasal probation...sial ah..tk sabar nk habis probation nie...haha...lagi 14 hari....gerek dok...setelah 18 bulan merempoh probation..akhirnya akan tamat juge probation period aku...wakakakakaka....gerek.....lepas bbl sumer,aku make a move...abe si imran plak nk ano frenster dier...alermak....1 more problem man...ahahaha....cukup time member stakat upload gmbr je...bckgrnd tk jadi buat...pasal lmbt sgt...hahaha....lepas tu koled mentel...the first time she didnt ans...the 2nd time she picked up but she got another line...dier kater tungu jap,aku tungu lah...cukup time lamer jugak ah aku tungu...haiz..tkperlah biar dier bbl ngan kwn dier...aku da buat dier tungu aku nyer kol,aku rase ni dier nk balas dendam ah...nvm den...aku trime ngan rele hati...haiz...

klah guys...till here...kinda not feeling good...chalo mano...

over n out..
raimi...

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Panjang jugak eh mentel kus type...tk sangke aku...wakakakaka....

But wen i tink bck,its kinda funny how we got to noe each other...it was tru alamak...den msn...den we toked on the fone...frankly speaking eh,at first i tot she was a bitchy type of gal...sombong nk mampoz nyer...serius...tk bedek...i chatted wit her at msn oso like nk tknk gitu...mcm kebnykkan pmpn2 zaman skg ah yg sombong...but wen i got to noe her more,i was wrong..shes the friendly type...n the loud type too...ckp org..padahal dier pon samer...wakakakakak....jgn marah ye syg...nanti cepat tue....eh salah ah...da tue pon...lagi 3 bulan je kan....hahaha....n btw skg tk sbrg org leh masok blog aku...pasal gua punya syg sudah letak password...pasal gua yg suruh...wakakakakaka....

I m comfortable toking to her n sharing tings wit her...we're best frens n lovers...i still remember der was dis 1 time where her fren had a crush on her best fren...n she was like laffing at her fren...but in the end,she also ended up falling for her best fren which was me...haha...kekek seh...abe biler aku kluakan tu topic,member step bodoh lah tu lah ni lah...hahaha....da malu lah tu...wakakakakaka....but i still love my mentel,pendek,cute Nadia...hahaha...n she dosnt go for guys wit bikes..bcos shes afraid of riding 1...haha...after watching the show Rempit,she was like complaining to me about how the mat rempit corner n how dangerous it was...haha...but wen i get a bike,she has to ride on it,bcos i wont go on public transport n leave my bike ok...haha...ader je nanti motor aku kene project kat jurong,nanti aku tk balik siol...wakakakaka....so mentel remember dis,wen i get a bike,u dont have ani choice but to be my pillion...haha....ataupon nk kene tingal kat expressway??maner 1 u nk??haha....

yest went fishing wit my frens in a longkang...haha..longkang kat bishan...ribot siak ikan sembilang yg kiter dpt...haha...pancing utk 4 jam dpt 30 lebeh anak ikan sembilang....kecoh seh...haha...tapi semue kechik2 seh...haha...yg besar nye tk dpt tangkap seh...kirekan yg besar tu da experience ah...org kasi umpan diorg tkkn amek nyer...haha....da pandai ikan zaman skg...tk lamer lagi nanti ikan da tau pakai hp ah gini mcm...wakakakakaka.....gelak gelak gelak.....dari tu hari ah,kaki aku ngah lengoh ni...pasal diri utk 4 jam nyer pasal....smpi skg maseh lengoh...ntah kenaper....besok nk kene jumper P.O. aku....mak bapak aku nk kene ikot...last reporting lah katerkan...haha...lagi 14 hari lagi utk habis probation...lepas tu leh alik mlm...haha...btol tk mentel....haha....bsok mlm lak nk gi jogging...haha...da tkder keje...kwn aku nk turunkan perot dier..mentang2 nk bwk motorkan..bdn mesti jage...haha...aku stakat teman je...waakakakakakkaa......kekek siak....haha...

klah till here guys....im lucky to have met u darling...love u lots honey....

over n out...
raimi....

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